Mockery

2010-07-27T16:12:00.000+08:00

this song keep playing in my head for some reason , and its making me kinda moody .

2010-07-27T16:04:00.002+08:00

Found this picture quite interesting . so saved it .

never post for 6days already . Went on partial with jiejie and jia hwa to watch Ong Bak 3. kinda suck though . slept inside for 2 or 3 times . jiejie woke me up . guess what? yishu GV smells like crap . Their seats are freaking low quality too . Never EVER gonna watch there again . -.-

Today , ellis , naomi , yoke kee and ter nv come sch . Feels wierd without them . So i find it no point staying in class . Another thing i dam tired . been out till dam late lately . So might as well partial .

suddenly lazy to blog about shits and stuff . i hate my life like seriously .

2010-07-20T20:14:00.003+08:00

Start of with my favourite song now . How funny when you listen to the song and you dont focus on the lyrics , you just listen to the rhythm and the voice instead of what he/she is singing. Thats me lo , i dont pay attention to the lyrics much, just listen . This is one of my favourite song , another one is Love the way you lie , i listen Love the way you lie last week for more than a 100 times .

Today Maths about Whales , like i care . LOL . i remember watching a Documentary about whales , they have dicks that are 2m long ~

Went off at 230 . cabbed to woodlands , met my brother at sbw then went down to parents stall. then dad drive to ICA again . finish doing passport , wait get nia .

After that went to buy stuff then went home for steamboat .

2010-07-19T10:28:00.002+08:00

this is how i feel right now .

i kind of regret going to class today . or maybe i should not have go to ICA building ?

i catch nothing of what my teammates are saying . i hate science .

Sit there quietly , Alone in the crowded room

2010-07-18T22:56:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i like to walk alone , listening to music , thinking about the things that have been happening to me and stuffs .

suddenly i thought of this song , and i found the picture on my album . Credits to Youtube and Tumblr ~

went out with andy darren and jf . I cant find the office wear i want ! the person say no size . how demoralising . thats why i hate to buy shirts in singapore . fuck .
Lan was great . Total ownage . But starting lose like mad . i made a few mistakes .

Gtg sleep , tmr will be a long day .

Bye .

2010-07-17T20:05:00.002+08:00

Ride the night ! Highlights of this journey .

AhBeng got colourful and GAY socks ! fucking epic ! it cost $1 only .

Davis's head too long for the helmet . ITS LONG not BIG ! cause i cant button it .

Backside pain like fuck . Leg cramps . Backbone ache .

Rode around 30-40km only . Took car , cause backbone cant tahan.

Sleep in car ~ Alight at changi , let ahbeng take the car instead .

Ride in the rain , FUCKING big rain . Reach East Coast . sibei shiok . backside still pain .

Took last group picture ~ DISMISS !

BK for breakfast ! Big Burger ! HASHBROWN \m/

Cabbed till hougang , Thanks Sam and Ting Rui.

Circle line , Red line , Sembawang . Walked home.

Bathe , dry hair , sleep , wake up , watch TV , slack , Do RJ , then now blogging !

Route : Woodlands (REPUBLIC POLY) -----> Sembawang Park -----> Yishun Dam -------> Punggol-------> SengKang------>Changi Beach -------> East Coast (end)

70km of riding .

Thanks Harris for the encouragement ! He rode alongside with me , encouraging me not to give up and keep on continuing !

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2010-07-13T23:28:00.003+08:00

This is my desktop wallpaper . I show to naomi , ellis and yoke kee . Their 1st reaction is , wah so cute . But the actual meaning is not cute .
Its a lonely bear sitting at some train station or something . Somehow this picture makes me feel kinda sad and emo . Well i've been looking for a lot of nice and lonely pictures ! so i will be updating my blog with pictures everyday .
Copyrights to the great TUMBLR people . You guys rock with the pictures \m/ .

Today maths module . UT2 Maths too , find it rather easy , but i dont know how to do . How contradicting . Easy but i dont know how to do . Well gotta apologise to serena once again ! i ask you to send me the practice question but i never really read through . SORRY!

After school walked to MRT with Beng , MeagLin , Ellis , Ter , Sam . Wanted to catch despicable me . But too many people and timing clash . So went arcade slack awhile . After that went seperate ways . Me Beng Sam and MeagLin took bus to tampines . Then me Sam Beng went to Din's outlet . That place familiar la ! i pei liying go for her dental appointment there . LOL ~

Thanks Din for the hospitality (: great food .
After that home .

2010-07-12T19:18:00.002+08:00

12july : happy birthday darren . Finally turn 18 .

went to play lan . then i almost kanna harley bang . then i cross road . the driver go withdraw money , keep stare at me . after that went tau huey shop . then walk to bugis . buy my cover . went to eat beef noodles. after that went bras basah top slack . after that went mac slack . then home .

suddenly i feel like blogging , the feeling just come . 3out of 5 UTs , i studied for none . left maths and communications . Maths no time study again . Communication ? idk .

idk if i should fall for you . idk whether is it right anot .

2010-06-02T12:37:00.002+08:00

well , here to blog , holiday 3rd day . nothing good happen to me pratically .

1stly , my keyboard spoil . YAY ! then my dad kp me . then he come home , act like peace only . lol . wth . after that i found something in my home , which i should nv found . well nobody knows that i found it . so who cares . but its kinda funny though .

and im broke , like HELL YEAH . i seriously need some work to earn some $$ . hope have .

and bye .

2010-05-29T12:48:00.002+08:00

27th may : the last day school . i hate this day . no matter secondary school or what . always so sad . i hate the last day of school , have to seperate with friends . thats why i chose to left early and fast. hate this departing scene . walked to MRT with naomi .

Wanted to send her home , cause i got no where to go and im bored . So we train-ed to cck with VJ and his 2 other friends . Then i ask naomi to wait with my my train . and so we chatted . from 4.50 , i say wait until 5 la . then until 5 i say until 530 la . then until 6 la . and so we overstayed . had to pay $2 . i paid for her cause i asked her to stay . LOL !

after that , we alight , and went to lot 1 mac to sit down and get a drink . i talk DAM ALOT ! thirsty like mad , she paid for the drink . damit . sat down and chat again , awhile later saw nerd couple fight . then i stare the guy. LOL . stupid . after that , went back to cck . then she sent me off , then she go find her mother ..

My best and close friend is a indian and she cant go out (: . HAHHAHHAHAHHS !

i love long chats !
im starting to miss my classmates like mad already . I MISS IQBAL ! I MISS ELLIS ! I MISS YOKE KEE ! I MISS DIN's breast ! I MISS SAM ! I MISS AHBENG ! I MISS MEIMEI ! I MISS TING ! I MISS EVERYONE LA !

2010-05-23T10:28:00.002+08:00

10:30am . 23rd may 2010 . HI world . been days since i blog . cause im lazy and nothing much pratically happen . so oh well , no point blogging .

on a random day , naomi gave me a hug . RANDOM ~
somehow , i feel low again today . no mood for any shit or what so ever . well as usual , im EMO .
ok shall end here for today.

22nd may
met jf nicholas andy at morning . basketball sessions. played 1 match , me andy VS nic jf . somehow Nic was off form today . and i on form. so we won . YAY ~ after that it start to rain . went home take money then we went coffeeshop to eat . after that chat quite awhile , then we decide to go town , cause im going there to meet Ellis. after that nic came my house to bathe while jf and andy went home. after that meet up , not enough time go play lan or whatever so we stood there to wait ..
After awhile Ellis came , then we trained to bedok . Did i mention that she almost fell a few times ? cant help it but its kinda funny . ok im MEAN .
suppose to meet 345pm i think. we reached on time , but nobody reached yet . WTF . so we wait and wait , then mahirah came . after that tingrui and ahbeng came . then went off to interchange to meet Sherilyn . wait for the freaking long bus . then took bus , ahbeng and sherilyn went behind to sit while me ellis mahirah and ting rui sit at middle there. After that we alight , then walk a FREAKING FREAKING long way to find the prawning place .
1 hour $15, 3 hours $30 . Me and ellis shared a stick . caught nothing at 1st. then ting rui got their 1st catch . happy like mad . but we dont know how to unHOOK the prawn , so went to take pliers. but the person say no need , then he taught me how to . So i became the PRAWN removal person at 1st . Then ahbeng caught theirs . and after that our turn . Me and ellis caught quite a few , after that she became the PRO hook removal, well cause i simply suck at it . LOL . i only use force . then me ellis team , ahbeng sherilyn team , mahirah ting rui team . Me ellis , ahbeng and sherilyn caught alot . Ting rui and mahirah caught only like 3 at 1st . so we kept on laughing at them .
After that sam came , then team with ting and mah . Sam starting caught nothing, but after that he caught up with us . NICE 1 SAM !
Ellis havent eat lunch , so i fake 'go toilet' then went to BK to get her something to eat . after that around 10+ we end . BBQ-ed the prawns , everyone ate except for ellis, cause she thinks its cruel.
after that went to bus stop , freaking far also . WAIT fucking long for bus , non came . was fucking piss off. then want hail cab also dont have . PISSED off double . went to macdonald taxi stand and wait for cab. scared not enough money then went to withdraw .
after that me mahirah and ellis took cab , sent mahirah to bedok 1st . Then sent ellis to her house which is at chuachukang . then me back home . After sending ellis home , i tell the uncle , SEMBAWANG , the uncle say : wah , all so far . Bedok , CCK , then sembawang. on the way , he ate sweets , call his friend and talk on his way . he spoke hokkien , thinking that i do not understand . he complaining to his friend that he drive so far and stuff . stupid crap . LOL . after that reach my house , then pay him and HOME-ed .
Ellis gave me her phone instead of my itouch ! LOL . then in the end mahirah called me and told me my itouch with her . CONFUSING . ok story end .
PRAWNING IS FUN .

2010-05-18T21:02:00.003+08:00

fuck , thanks for runing my day winston . i not scared to say your name here .

i get my 1st D for my modules . _l_

PARTICIPATION/TEAMWORK: Little teamwork observed, as you were more engrossed with other distraction other than worksheet. Try to be more humble and not think too highly of yourself; AND refrain from making “wise cracks”. Everybody is here to learn, and not to boast who is the wittiest student.
PRESENTATION: Only spoke on conclusion. Too little evidence of learnt concepts.
REFLECTION: Your strategies are good; however can you honestly say that you are doing it? You should reflect on your behavior in class and ask yourself some very serious questions about what you really want from a good education. You are no more a teenager but a maturing adult who will be taking lots of responsibilities very soon.

tsk . hao lian smlj ? my maths like crap only ? i hao lian what shit ? you not happy you come straight in to my face . dont use descpicable or low life methods to get back to me . crap bodoh .

2010-05-17T08:11:00.001+08:00

great , morning rain . sleep till 6+ .

EMO DAY \m/

2010-05-15T10:55:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to Gabriel Ong Zhen Yu , finally 18 .

few days ago ... on my way home from party world i guess ..
i sms you , hoping for a reply . and yes you replied. i was happy . but .. after that something crap , happen .
i was stun at that time , and listening to 好朋友 . at that moment , i feel like crying seriously . i pretend nothing happen and continue smsing . it really hurt alot , it really do .
i dont know what to say seriously ..

2010-05-12T21:28:00.001+08:00

hi blog , here to rant about everything . oh well , life sucks .

i cant belive all this is happening again . davis you just simply suck balls .

2010-05-11T18:19:00.002+08:00

like so many days nv blog ar ? but only 2 days. LOLS !

broke up with naomi . ): . 18days to 1month .

Went swensens with her today . She ate fish and chips while i ate beef lasgne . after that went civic centre party world . met sam and ahbeng . RAIN fucking big bodoh . caught in the rain .

she not coming school tomorrow . fucking sad la . EMO ):

2010-05-09T10:26:00.002+08:00

4days since i blogged . UT dry run on friday , alot ppl cant login , i manage to login .

and i EMO that day ! LOL . so i quietly finish my UT and then later went home straight away .

NAOMI is sick ): . must recover soon eh ! if not i will be very worried .

going to watch movie with 大头妹妹 later.

cant wait for monday !

2010-05-05T21:57:00.001+08:00

today change team for communication .. not same as naomi ): . damit .

ok well , caught iron men 2 , with gabriel , gabriel , mahirah , harris , ellis , claudia , ting rui and samuel .

NOT BAD LE ! we wait till everything end then saw the ending ending

2010-05-04T20:14:00.001+08:00

我不想等到我只剩下一口气才对你说我爱你！所以我把握每天的机会去跟你说我有多爱你

我爱你

2010-05-04T20:09:00.002+08:00

i drew this for naomi in class today on MSN . took me more than 15minutes to get it done .

i think its badly drawn ! but she says its cute . oh well what matters is she like it .

i dont know why , seriously . i can do nothing at all .

i miss my EMO self .

2010-05-03T18:43:00.002+08:00

hi 3rd may !

ok i just woke up . time check : 644pm . reached home around 4+ . was freaking tired . so took a nap .

reached school in the morning around 720+ . kind of late today . LOL ! normally i reach school around 7.05am. ok im mad . i like going school early. i enjoy the feeling of walking to school alone.
of course it would be better if i can hold your hand and walk you to school and walk you home everyday .
ok day started of well . Sherilyn went home due to eye pain . Yoke Kee went home too cause she not feeling that well . Walked Yoke Kee to the taxi stand . carried her bag for her , dont know what in the world she put in her bag , kinda heavy . and her bag look dam small on me . LOL . after that walk back to class with Ellis . MATHS module . nv contribute at all . feel kinda bad . i tried seriously.. but .. my maths just not there . SORRY TEAM !

after school ,walk out of class with naomi , then went to meet pearlene . bid farewell to naomi then me and pearlene went to find xian . after that walk to woodlands mrt . Thanks ar pearlene , for bringing us the WET way ! LOL . ok , i keep pysco them to go eat swensens and watch movie. but pearlene dont want cause her ear pain .. oh well other time perhaps ? after that home-ed .

i dreamt about you , but i cant remember . all i remember is that i kept on looking at you . even in my dream you look that pretty (:

2010-05-02T10:50:00.001+08:00

labour day = boring day for me .

whole day at home . night went sin ming road eat . then went thompson . wasted alot time there -.- . after that go home !

2nd may :
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI WEN ~

2010-05-01T17:12:00.001+08:00

well i was bored . so i decided to change blog skin . freaking long nv change alr .

2010-05-01T10:29:00.002+08:00

its ok . i understand . i will wait . no matter what im here for you . forever and always . (:

2010-05-01T10:23:00.002+08:00

hello 1st of may . ok bored .

30th april . science module ... fucking bored .

wanted to have SEOUL garden with Naomi Mathews, Yoke Kee, Ellis Cassidy, Hariss Razak, Nurul Mahirah, Leumas Tan, Sherilyn , Gabriel and RAHMAT . but in the end we ate breeks , cause the student PROMO is over . sad . anyways breeks not bad also .
after the meal took picture , naomi and gabriel mix a disgusting drink and dared me to drink . lol . the reward is a kiss from NAOMI ! haha .
niway , in the end i drank it also . but nv ask for reward . just wanna prove i dare drink . LOL ~
then went woodlands mrt slack awhile , naomi rahmat and mahirah went off . Sherilyn went off early back to sch for IGs .

then the rest of us went walking around causeway and in the end went library slack . then after that home-ed . sleep .

2010-04-27T05:41:00.002+08:00

26th april : MONDAY BLUES .

starting still ok , but after meeting 2 , i became EMO . totally emo . nothing happen seriously , everyone is like what happen davis . and stuffs . some even thought i quarrel with Naomi .

after talking to Naomi awhile , decided not to emo . cause she say i emo then she EMO ! WTH .

then after sch stayed in class for the EXCEL workshop . nv pay attention at all , was chatting with naomi the whole time . LOLS boredom killing us . her hands get cold easily so i gave her my laptop sleeve hoping to get some warmth , but not that effective . then i asked her to put her hands on the batteries .

but in the end , i held her hands . LOL ~ human warmth the best right ! i told her to touch her own belly for warmth and she thought real . FUNNY la my gf (: .

after the excel workshop , walked to mrt with naomi , din , ting rui , samuel and yoke kee . went to banquet as din want buy food , me and naomi hungry also .

ordered black carrot cake and lime juice . awhile they went off , left me and naomi slowly eating . in the end we cannot finish , both eat till left like 1/4 . then i send her back and home-ed .

its ok , i'll wait . no matter what i will wait for you. dont feel bad , seriously . only thing you need to know is ILOVEYOU (:

2010-04-24T07:59:00.001+08:00

1stly , HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAWEN (: .

friday 23rd , having science module . kinda sucks . cause i dont get it at all.

chat with naomi on msn for almost the whole lesson :D

after sch went home straight . and it rain .

2010-04-22T07:36:00.002+08:00

CLASS getting more fun already . :D:D ! webcamming in class ! msn whole day !

my class whole day at there WWWWWWWWWWWWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZUUUUUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

2010-04-19T19:53:00.001+08:00

done ! i remove all those inactive bloggers . cause iwas bored ! if you are active and want me to link you back . give me a tag ~

2010-04-19T17:13:00.002+08:00

i just realise my previous post was the 369th post !

ok random . i cant belive on the 3rd day of class and we are planning for class trip already ! hahas .
what class BONDING sia ! we going to SEOUL's garden next wednesday ! hope fun !

i cant belive im the FATHER of the class -.- . what the fuck ...

2010-04-18T11:19:00.002+08:00

8days since i last post .
so many things happen during this 8 days ..

3days of ORIENTATION CAMP . is nothing but tired . taught us some dance steps . but i nv learn . not interested . went library to slack instead . know some new friends .
my group all not high 1 lols . funny .

1st day of school . kinda slack ..

2nd day of sch . i think enterprise skills . did our presentation and stuffs , not bad .

3rd day of school , science .. hate it totally . almost every1 did badly for it . lols

and im officially sick -.- . dam gan suay

2010-04-10T14:52:00.002+08:00

ARGH ~ theres some fucking kid at my neighbour house that keep crying non stop . FUCKING NOISY . makes me sibei dulan ...

someday which i cant remember : met up with nic , xian , pearlene at YCK mrt . then went back sch meet derek . after that waited SUPER long for LY . went general office to take cert ..
after that went to find ms tean , talk awhile then went off . on our way saw SISSY LAU , keep kpkb . say what graduate already dye hair , wear short skirts and stuffs .

dumb crap -.- . poly cannot dye hair ? plus no1 wearing short skirts . DUMB FUCK !

after that train-ed to AMK . pearlene went home . we went KBOX . $8 only . compared to last time i went there $10+ -.- . then after singing went to eat . walked 1 big round in the end go back the ZI CHAR there eat . quite nice , around $6+ each . after that went RAIDERs , me nicholas liying and shixian played L4D2 . lols . got 2 BURDEN ! :X

after that they want vomit liao , then i play alone on steam . then saw opponents all name got SG | (name) then thought they must be clan mates . so asked them to add me in msn . but i think they nv lols .

i am infected , then at the finale of refueling petorl , i tio spitter.
they went 2nd floor to take fuel , i spit , down 1 . after that they go and save the person down . then i wait finish load , i spit again . 2 down . then after that , left 2 ppl , want go save . i wait and load again . then horde come , so they diff save . then i load finish . i spit .
3down . and they saw me , and they shoot and im dead . after that i tio tank . LOLs ~ zhun zhun at 2nd floor , then 2 person not down , i whack both die . less than 5mins , whole team down by me . fucking funny . my score 600+ 700+ .

went courts awhile . then bus home ..

9th april : met weijian and mitchell at yishun northpoint . then went to eat seoul's garden . $12 per pax . after that went to walk around then homed .

monday ORIENTATION camp alr ~ 14th get laptop ! MY DAD GOT ME A MOBILE BROADBAND ! WOOOOO

2010-04-06T12:49:00.002+08:00

Here to post as requested by jiawen ~ didn't want to post at first cause nth much happen also . Mostly lanjiao thing . Feel like privating my blog alr . So many shits happen -.-

idk what's the fucking problem with my parents . They just don't get what i say . My freedom my rights to choose what I believe right ? I alr tell you I don't believe alr . You tell me I'm born in this enviroment . Like I fucking care . I choose what I believe in ..

Another thing not related with my family . Idk why ppl always say 1 thing and do and do anoter thing . Knn is you ownself say all those stuffs 1 then now this kin of lj thing happen ? What you expect me to do ? Pretend you din say anything ? Ps hor I can't do it .

Grats to myself for making a enemy in sbw . Gonna watch my back when I go out of house now . Woo , bring it on man . I waiting for you to take revenge ,

can't wait for poly to start .. Few more days only . Song

2010-03-27T21:37:00.001+08:00

while surfing facebook . i bump onto this . how thick skin can some1 be , he must be very empty inside . anyways enjoy and laugh at this person .

2010-03-24T21:41:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to YanMei , QianHui and Ms Chua .

2days of staying home already feel freaking lazy liao -.- . went malaysia ytd with parents . got MATA sao the fake branded shop . sad case . after that alot of shops close in the shopping centre . me and my mom sat at the macdonald there to slack while waiting for my dad , had MCFLURRY , then after that hear some1 ZUUUUT , then pass signal . all the shops open . LOL ! meaning the mata zhao alr .. lol malaysia zai .

anyways BORED ~ friends have been asking me out , im too lazy to go out .

So sorry that could not make it to YM's thingy !

anyways tmr going out with people for L4D2 , and SLACK !

2010-03-21T12:13:00.002+08:00

Friday 19th march :

met up with LY , Pearl , Xian at Amk mrt . as usual . they are all late ! LOL . after that train to city hall . then walk to marina square . went to SEOUL's garden to eat .

each person only $15 , cause student .

then went to take drinks , LOADS of beef . LY took some wierd shells . Pearl took hotdogs , crabmeat , and fishballs (cheapo stuffs) hahas . then i forget what xian took . LOL ~~

after that pearl want eat rice . then took rice for her . then we started eating . Pearl do all the cooking for every1 . i help also . had loads of fun LOL . the oil keep SPLAT until us -.- .

there was 1 part very funny . the oil splat till pearl . then she OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW . LOL ~ funny like hell . Michael Jackson ! hahas .

after that finish around 4+ . Ly's bf came . then LY and her bf went off . me xian and pearl went off also . Pearl alight at somerset to meet her cousin . then me and xian train-ed to AMK to find derek . after that slack around . went to buy tickets for kidnapper . then watched 7.05pm show at hub . bought chips . then after show went home .

Saturday 20th March :

went amk again then meet andy 1st . went Foodcourt eat . then we went play pool while waiting for the rest , plan changed to 2pm meet so we play till around 2then went off to mee them , met up with LY , Pearl , and pearls sister and friends . took bus to Pearl's ''WAREHOUSE'' to play games . suppose to be a church youth cafe or something whereby ppl gather to play games LOL ~ . then took quite long to reach there . WALK quite far to reach there also . like wth . LOL ~ somemore its raining a lil .

we walk pass petrol station , TAOIST TEMPLE ( route to church LOL ) , a rocky road (luckily i wore sneakers) then cross road , went into a building , wait for LIFT . then when lift open LY almost bang to a POLE ! so funny ~ the pole is in between the entrance , its to prevent ppl from bringing stocks inside . so she almost bang onto it .

then went inside , cosy place . atmosphere very good . very comfy also . people there very friendly . so we sit down there awhile . then me pearl LY and andy went to play a game called BILLIONAIRE .

Objective of the game: to get 8 of the same cards , there are like tens of millions of dollars on the card . the cards are like , SHIPPING industry , Gold industry , Computer industry . then have to collect 8 of the same cards . the 1st person who reached 1 billion $ wins

How to collect : you can trade the cards around like market place . trade how many also can with each other ..

starting of the game , i sit beside andy . help him win a few times . after that they saw then ask us change place . LOL . after that i help pearl . ask her what cards she want then i farm for the card and trade to her . help her win alot times LOL ~ in the end she become winner .

after that went 7-11 to buy stuffs . went back . listen to a few videos , and some performance . then went off . took bus back to amk then pearl and her sis went off .

me LY and andy went to S11 to eat dinner . then went Mac centre mac , no place . went to Garden Mac sit down chat . after that around 8+ went off .

2010-03-18T16:14:00.002+08:00

neglected my blog for days !

been going out with friends .

and chalets . anyways happy birthday to wilson !

chalet , met alot of new people . chat and stuffs . drank alot of alcohol .

at 1st is with mixer . after that mixer finish . then i hack care . just drink brandy only . after that wilson , daniel and 2 other guys drunk . i at 1st abit drunk . i sit down there then awhile more bo liao . lol . whole world like spinning lidat . then after that drag wilson back to chalet . he keep say he nv drunk and stuffs . keep want play 5 10 . lol . then i piggy back him to chalet . reached till staircase he struggle and we sit there . then awhile later pull him up . after that daniel , i pinned him on top of my on the chair . use my legs to lock him and my arms also . lol .

daniel most funny 1 . keep say hungry want call macdonald . then we gave him each others number . he call and order .

he say : i want order 1 burger , the big big 1 , i dont know the name la jibai . the big big 1 . knn can faster anot i fucking hungry .

then we tell him 30mins come . lol . he drunk he till keep track of time . still know we bluff him . funny like shit . after that wilson puke . then got 1 guy down very long ago . vomit on bed . full of bee hoon . the bee hoon is brown 1 . he puke out white 1 . -.-

after that slack and chat. went around . went to play lan with ben , kai , jun kenny and fat . then after that went 7-11 buy stuffs eat . then me kai and jun kenny cabbed back . slack in room . then ken and kai play cards , who lose who drink ..

after that kai drunk . mistook kenny for another kenneth . the went crazy . keep shout and shout . after that he manage to sleep .then overnight .

morning took bus home with wei chieh and daniel .

2010-03-12T11:27:00.003+08:00

lalalalalala ~

march 11th : slack at home whole day . farm pocket $$ ! lol ... went IT fair with parents . nothing much . hate crowds -.- .

after that went xin ming lor eat . then home .

march 12th : whole day stay home do house clothes . ppl been asking me out . but i lazy go out . and go out means $$ ! asked my mom whether can go bintan with kok they all anot . can is can but need use own $ ! and my bank not much $ left . so decided not to go .

sian ~ cant wait for sunday and next friday :D:D ! and few more days got smth up ! sians ! so much things happening ! FUCK

2010-03-11T08:44:00.002+08:00

10th march : went to meet up with daniel , jackson and derek . then went to pastamania and eat . after awhile nicholas came . we went RP . walk around . went to enrol and stuffs .

after that daniel showed us food courts . then went back to causeway . went arcade awhile . played and home-ed !

im going to IT fair later ! but not with friends . with my dad LOL ~~ random shit . was planning to go with my friends 1 . but my dad say go with him .. no link also .

2010-03-11T08:00:00.002+08:00

i had a dream . somehow it kinda resembles ALICE in the wonderland . LOL .

i rmb i was being chase by some dragon or some shit . then i was riding on something .. ran and ran .. suddenly run into a field . and the field is full of water . and it became a maze . so we manage to run away from the dragon . after that the dragon chased up . and we dived into the water . hoping to avoid being seen .

then we come out of the water and RAN ! i fell of the big white dog or something . and the dragon saw me . i ran and ran out of the field . and suddenly it became ANG MO KIO industrail park 2 . fucking random . i hailed a cab . and tell the uncle , just drive dont care .

and i woke up . LOL ~

what a fucking random dream eh ...

2010-03-09T13:29:00.001+08:00

this post is for you :D

fatty whore ~ change bf like free 1 . i think you kanna ganged in the butt alot times alr . LOL ~ funny like hell .

not happy with me come only :D ! waiting for you ah !! xD

2010-03-09T09:25:00.003+08:00

hi cyberworld ~

0803 : met up with sirbest jf jiahao nic at drivethru mac . then went chambers . full . so went some other kuku lan . andy came after awhile . then spenc came . after that went eat nasi lemak .

then raining . sit down slack and chat . then bus-ed to yishun . me spencer jf and nic went town to buy something . went ION . then went a few places . 313 and some other places . went 313 for dinner . then walk to cineleisure . play pool . after that bounced and home .

0903: HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my LAOPO ~ SWEE YU WEN ~ finally 18 also liao !

later going to meet elain then to RP . not going to enrol today as i did NOTHING ! i prepared nothing also . wth . dam jialat ! after that at night going to meet with YW they all to celebrate her birthday :D

2010-03-07T23:09:00.003+08:00

0306 , YuWen & Davis's ''wedding ceremony .

turn out to be quite fun .

this are the people who turned up . but only manage to take picture with some only .

had loads of fun . thanks for all the stuffs !

2010-03-05T18:34:00.002+08:00

tmr bbq liao . hope will be success ~ most importantly is NO RAIN !

just now went to buy ETC.s for bbq , cause me $55 . then went jf house to search about satay whole sale . went JALAN MALU-MALU and buy . 60cents a stick ~ kao freaking exp .

after that dad fetch me home .

2010-03-04T00:06:00.003+08:00

this song totally suit my day today ...

after so long of making friends and having close friends.. only 3 turn up today . to eat with me and slack with me on my actual birthday . thanks Zi Hao , Jun Fei , Andy . and my laopo YuWen . thanks for eating asthons with me :D .

anws cant blame them . having 'celebration' on 6th . so oh well . the feeling is definitely different than the actual day of course .. so i shall say this year is the loneliest birthday ever ~ TADA ~~

so many shit happen . almost fell . MACDONALD went out of FRIES . fuck that . you did not see wrongly . MACDONALD ran out of FRIES ! its like KFC ran out of chicken . funny eh ?

its at near chambers de drive thru mac .

oh well shall go out tmr again ! with andy zh and jf again .

2010-03-03T00:25:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday davis ! finally 18 liao hor !!

nth much happen , thanks for the ppl who wish me .

2010-03-02T09:28:00.000+08:00

funny remix

2010-03-01T07:31:00.002+08:00

wow , my dad nv scold me . he just told me nicely . kinda feel wierd though LOL .

went to my cous house ytd . got ang pao ! LOL . i guess its the last ang pao for the year .

count down 2 more days to my birthday .

grats to my dad , stroke lottery , my sch fees settle liao . now laptop only .

2010-02-27T20:52:00.002+08:00

4more days i turning 18 already .

but i dont feel anything special . maybe is because of some fucking shit that spoil my mood . ccb

and 1more week before the BBQ , so much stuffs not yet done . so much stuffs not yet prepare ! AHHHHHH

2010-02-27T20:50:00.002+08:00

idk why , you always think you are right . everyone around is wrong . even if you do the wong thing , you will just say is right . fuck , what makes you so special . every1 admits to their mistakes right .

fuck , that word you said really pissed me off . 'ni hen wei dai ar ' . only close friends will know the story . fuck it la , seriously , dont let me see that thing happen to your friend . and if i see you go , you better prepare to let me kp . knn .

how unlucky can i be .

2010-02-26T07:32:00.002+08:00

jialat , i think im gonna post alot of video today alr . have fun watching people . this video got 98million views . kinda funny . if you know what it means (: . subscribe to thelonelyisland :D . their rap quiet nice . funny though

2010-02-26T07:28:00.001+08:00

started roaming around youtube and saw this funny video also . kinda Rrated .

if you are 17 and below pls dont tune in to this . thanks . (:

2010-02-26T07:13:00.001+08:00

this is funny also , i almost laugh my ass out . btw 豆花妹 is currently one of the most famous among taiwan . win shushu already . her name 豆花妹 originated from her selling 豆花 .

2010-02-26T07:06:00.001+08:00

WOOO chao chee bai song . FUNNY TTM !!

The song title has also been interpreted as cao cibai, chao chee bye, chao cibai, chao cheebye etc etc.

《超級白》

詞 Eli 曲 Hyhy

導演廖明毅

為什麼你會這麼白？
難道你每天喝牛奶？
叫人不想看也很難
我要叫你超級白

超級白（白白白白白）
超級白（超級白　超級白）
超級白（白白白白白）
你是超級白

2010-02-26T06:37:00.002+08:00

FUCK YOU ~

lol what a way to start my post . been quite pissed with somebody nowadays . shall not mention who . dont want to spoil friendship . lidat whats the point of writing right ? my taiji . lol .

been playing L4D2 quite much this few days , now that im jobless already . andy also , nic and sirbest going to .

dont know how i am going to spend my 1 month till school starts . heard that everyone needs to go for health checkup before enrolling into poly . nvm shall find some1 and go with me tgt . at least wont get lost .

BBQ date is getting nearer and nearer . shall send the invites soon after i planned everything .

2010-02-24T11:40:00.003+08:00

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

i did not make up this . found this on some sites , thought was quite meaningful so i post it , but i still dont have the courage to tell you that i love you . why ? because im afraid you will ignore me , and our friendship will turn sour because of this . thats why up till now i rather remain quiet and watch you by your side .

2010-02-18T09:47:00.003+08:00

wanted to write about something that happen to me here , but its kinda personal so i chose not to . lol .

3 more days of working and i'm free ~ basketball marathon and movies and more L4D2 !

went out with nic , don , jf , andy , spencer and darren .went parklane for lunch , had chicken chop rice . quite nice actually . after that play L4D2 at chambers , quite fun , my skills are improving alr . lol .
ytd pangseh them , ownself chiong andreline into the safe house . cant save them alr , cause all down left me , so i decided to chiong into safe house . at least i survive ok ! played for around 4hours , been quite awhile since we played so long . after that asthons for dinner . then went to play pool at pomo , did not play at all . just sit there emo . lol .
after that saw jonathan , shaun , darryl , ivan , weiyank , clarence and tzewei at there . awhile later bounced and home .
jf and darren tell me they want me on their 'team' for competition . was like fucking shock . hahas , normally i just be a burden to everyone in L4D2 .. then they told me my rushing skills not bad , lol . actually is not i want be burden , but i just play for fun and laughther , i mean , why get so pissed off over a game when you lose .all that it matters is that every1 had fun right ?
just like basketball , everytime we play against other people , i dont play seriously , cause i just want to have fun . lose then lose la , just grumble and moan awhile then sua liao . what matters is the process and the fun we had ! WOOOOOOOOOOO ~~

cant belive im turning 18 soon alr ! 6th march got BBQ at pasir ris , to celebrate my belated and yuwen's advanced birthday . havent plan anything yet lol .
almost every1 i know will be invited , if i nv invite you , you know what it means alr , i dont really like you . LOL ! no la jking . i shall go figure out the guestlist 1st then slowly filter .
any1 got bbq lobang ? if have intro thanks .

SUNDAY L4D2 again ! any1 want come ? just sms me :D . LOCATION : chambers !

2010-02-09T10:50:00.002+08:00

wow , been quite awhile since i blog alr . havent got much time to blog .

nothing happen much . went out with ly xian pearl and derek the other time . went around , went bugis street . bought a gay bag . din manage to get clothes .

few days ago went bugis street again with andy xl jf darren and nic .wanted to get clothes this time . but no size . FUCK . all size L i cannot wear ): . sian .

later going msia . hope can get some decent clothes that got my size , if not new year i camp at home alr .

i am quitting on the 21st ! WOOOOO ~ freedom ! but no $ -.-

2010-01-29T01:23:00.003+08:00

was bored so i blog .

LOVE STORIES (alot of love songs compilation) , new album released in gramaphone today . consists of 6CD , around 15 songs each disc , all nice love songs . $22.95 , worth a buy . we sold around 100 copies of LIANG WEN YIN.

ok that was random . something funny wierd happen at work today . a uncle went in , gave me the wierd look . then ask me . do you all sell AAA batteries , was like wtf . then told him we dont sell batteries .

oh ya , im in republic poly . 1st choice somemore , at least is something i got the least interest in compared to my other choices . and good news is same couse as shaun .
another good news is Pearlene and ShiXian same sch as me ! can go sch everyday together liao (: . YAY !

i want to buy ITOUCH ! any1 got lobang ???? been searching forums for quite awhile . but dont really trust it .

later night going to find yuwen at yjc maybe . before that maybe out with don they all . see how ~ boring la ! i feel like quitting my job now . super tired alrdy . + fadilah is quitting soon alr . sian alr .

oh ya , guess who i saw today .. some disgusting fat pig bitch from my school .she came in the shop , i was like wtf . most unlucky day of my life . then she sa jiao with her male friend . dam disgusting can . i told my colleague , she was like is she pregnant . i jitao laugh till peng . funny like crap .

bye ~

2010-01-24T09:17:00.003+08:00

cant belive i can write so much just off that bitch .

lets talk about other fun things .
23rd jan : suppose to go help out my parents to move some stuffs 1 , but i told my mom , i work till so tired until want die liao you still want me go help you . that morning she din wake me up . thank god . slack at home downloading songs till like 2pm+ . went to sbw mrt meet nic .
went down to cineleisure to find jf xl and darren . after that went to burger bench & bar , nicholas want eat . then just nice bingyao knock off . went around , cause bingyao want to get something .

after that get alr went to mac to get my MCFLURRY ~ i just realise everytime i go out i eat mcflurry . lol . then walk around , went to national library cause XL want return book . then went to city hall meet zh . went to makansutra eat . after that slack . went to merlion park sit down and slack . after that homed. watched TV till 1am+ then sleep .

later got work ! sian ar......

2010-01-24T09:07:00.002+08:00

was wondering whether i want to blog anot , and so here i am .

the reason i post about that russel cause i want to forget about 1 fucking shit that make me fucking pissed off few days ago .

there is this fat fuck bitch , she ask me whether we have that dvd , i find awhile , cant find , i told her to wait awhile , i go my system and check have anot . went to check , asked yanping and jenny . they told me the name of it , checked but dont have . went back to tell her , guess whats her reply .

Fat fuck bitch : you sure you know anot ? if you dont know go find me someone who knows it better to come and serve me , i go other CD shops they so professional 1 they know everything .

i was fucking pissed off , went to find yanping to come serve her . after that anthear serve her , knn already told her bo right . cb , die die want say have . my whole head jitao turn red . everyone knows im pissed off . i wanted to fucking stab her with the penknife i have .

after that yanping told me what that bitch told anthear , she say what i so unprofessional . everything say dont have , blah blah blah la . WOO ~ that is enough to transform me into incredible hulk liao . she lucky only , i working . if not i sure make her life hell ..

to that fat fuck bitch , so what if your husband owes a record company or what sia? got $ big fuck ar ? can any how show people attitude . seriously la , you this type of pattern , no matter how rich also no true friends 1 . seriously , dont let me see you outside only when i am not working , i sure make you feel like you mess with the wrong person . so watch your back whenever you go , you might run into me anytime .

and that hair of yours , makes me boil more . now i see whoever with that hair i pissed off liao . nice hairstyle wasted on your fat fuck head . aw.... BITCH .

another thingy for you , what unprofessional , must i know everything that my company sells ?? funny eh you . you dont belive you go popular ask , whether the person know how long is 1 pencil lead anot . you go ask them what material they use for foolscape paper la . stupid right ? must you really know everything that your company sells . no right ? fucked up person man .

this is for you bitch _l_

2010-01-21T09:31:00.003+08:00

most funny thing i even seen at work . a movie 'UP'

*knock*knock*knock*

Russel : good afternoon , my name is russel . and i am a wilderness explorer in tribe 54 wetlodge 12 . Are you in need of any assistance today sir ? (smile face)

Old Man : No

Russel : I could help you cross the street !

Old Man : No

Russel : i could ..... help you cross your yard ?

Old Man : No

Russel : i could ... help you cross your porch .

Old Man : No

Russel : well ~ i gotta help you cross something .

Old Man : Er.. no im doing fine . (close door and listen if russel is still there , Open door and sees russel)

Russel : good afternoon ,(old Man : er... er.. kid kid ...) my name is russel . and i am a wilderness explorer in tribe 54 ( old man : slow down) wetlodge 12( old man : KID ) . Are you in need of (old man: thank you but i dont need any help) any assistance today sir ?

Old man :( close door )

Russel : (puts his leg at the door to stop old man from closing) Ow..

Old Man : (sian diao face ) proceed .

Russel : Good afternoon

Old Man : JUST SKIP TO THE END !

Russel : see this , this are my wilderness explorer badges . you may notice one is missing . This is my assisting the elderly badge . if i get it i will be a senior wilderness explorer .
The wilderness must be explored ! GA GA . RAHHHHHHH . its gonna be great . and all the dads come and the pin on our badges

Old Man : so you want to assist and old person ?

Russel : Yeap ~ then i will be a senior wilderness explorer

Old Man : (sneaky face) you ever heard of a snipe?

Russel : snipe ??? Oo

Old Man : Bird , Big eyes . everynight it sneaks in my yard and gobbles my poor xadeus(duno what he talking LOL) im elderly and unfirm , i cant catch it . if only some1 could help me .

Russel : ME ME . i'll do it !

Old Man : oh i dont know . its awfully crafty . you will have to clap your hands 3 times to lure it here .

Russel : ( JI DONG) i will find it mr fredicksen !

Old Man : i think its burrow is 2 blocks down. if you ....

Russel : two blocks down ! got it ! snipe ~~~ (clap 3 times ) here snipey snipey ~

FREAKING FUNNY !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yp5RBvogZog
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zXANV6jNJCE&feature=channel

2010-01-19T01:59:00.002+08:00

since the shortest and the best drummer i ever known + my best and one of the shortest friend ask me update i shall update for the sake of him . ZH see this ar ! for you seh . aiseh .

out of sudden i want to say , how to you pronounce that , NGGGGGGAAAAAAAKK .. kk only a few know that joke lol .

work has been kinda fun this few days . keep playing UP . so funny .
Russel is dam cute . those who not yet watch , better watch it .

sometimes work suck , cause got some irritating customers . for example got 1 old lady , she duno thought i deaf or what , talk to me so loud . was like wtf , then keep ask me do this do that . i mean you ask me do things can la , but dont so loud can . and more friendly leh . not like i fucking owe you anything right ?

later going out to catch a movie with LY , maybe after that meet up braden . or go find kok wai . see how .

2010-01-14T10:30:00.002+08:00

been 9days since i update .

got back O lvl results . i score 25 . WOO ~ like real i am happy lol .

i was lazy to count and asked spencer to count for me . he counted 31 or 30 . after that i lazy count . then went to canteen sit down . look at my results again and recounted it . 25 . cant go alot of course as maths D7 and science fail . only can go those boring courses that i no interest in .

direct translation , walk 1 step count 1 step lo .

(:

2010-01-04T23:48:00.002+08:00

rented the disc ' The Ten Commandments ' . meaningful show .

went of with same ppl again for lan . cant find my IRIVER ! wtf . bought a wicked earpiece first .

so long nv see Y already . wonder how she is doing . wonder how have she been . wonder if any1 bully her at work . wonder so many stuffs ! i miss her !!!!!!!

2009-12-28T09:46:00.001+08:00

i had a dream 2days ago . in the dream i was watching a movie . seem to be spy kids 2 or something . but i nv watch that show before .

in the dream , i dream again . how wierd and cool that can be . in my dream dream i was running away from something . a bunch of ang moh kids seems to be chasing me . after running up a slope , seems to be in a lab or what . then i turn and see . all the kids turn into fish fillets .

ok thats a super random dream .

THE END .

been awhile since i last saw you . not 1 time i stop thinking about you . IMY ):

2009-12-26T10:05:00.002+08:00

wassup ~ my blog going die liao .

so im here to update. been busy with work this few days .

work is getting more fun with more new ppl joining .

off days= l4d2 day lol .

i got 2 dam high colleagues . they are ~~~~~~~~~~~ sibyl and chin hwee . lol . both crazy girls .

nth much to blog about also . lol . later going l4d2 again .

pay day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-14T17:43:00.002+08:00

update again ! nan de update !

dec 12th : work again . 3 days in a row . shag seh . dam suay today , met 2 crazy bastards . i was in charge of the front so i have to see all this siao kia . luckily the SECURITY sensor nv sound alot today (: . normally keep beep and beep .
1st siao kia : keep telling me his friend tell him MJ havent die _l_ . like i care . i just nod and nod . he tell me alot of lj wei about MJ .
2nd siao kia : asked me to show him JONAS brothers album . showed him . then he tell me they look gay . wtf sia . you ownself like 1 chao ahgua tell me they gay . lol . siao lang .

but , good things happen too . saw mdm loo . she din see me . but i called her name lol . then she saw me . chat awhile . after that saw tze wei , clarence , shaun , gary , jonathan , terrence .
after work too train with elfie home . talk alot also . funny girl . lol .

13th dec : noon went to PS find dad to get my sim card . get liao then went off to parklane find nic , jf , don , andy , darren , zheng quan , and darren's cousin . played L4D2 .
My team: me , jf , don , andy
Team 2: darren , jiahao(darren's cousin) , zq and nicholas .
we keep winning :D . so happy . nan de i nv burden team seh . i keep taunt darren . lol . until he dulan .
after that played CS . then edwin , jiacai , kelvin , xuan liang , nicholas , raymond , and some other ppl came in . been so long since i saw them . used to play basketball together and go kah liang house swim . fun la . missed those times .
after that finish alr , jiahao went off . met up with xue li . bus to esplanade then settle our dinner at MAKAN SUTRA . aft that went marina square . arcade no basketball machine .
went to SUNTEC . played the machine . fooled around . finding zh that bastard . but cannot find . gave up . then bounce and home .

14th dec : which is today . met up with don and jf at downstairs play basketball . while waiting nic come we sat down chat about L4D2 that we played ytd . then decide go play again today . nic come alr we slack awhile then pei don go eat lunch . wanted to meet up don then go CHAMBERS . but he cant go out . so me jf and nic went to play ourself . after playing eat nasi lemak then home .

tmr got to work !!!! tmr is pearlene's birthday ~
Happy advanced birthday to pearlene (: .

2009-12-12T09:47:00.002+08:00

tired tired tired , working is sure tired . been working 2days in a row . and i want chui liao . later going to work again .

this few days before going work i will hang around PS to walk around . cause i go work too early liao >< . i left home 2hours before i start work LOL . cause i dont want to be late . i rather i reach early than late .if late too many times need fined .

been visiting the arcade before work. playing basketball and stuffs.

i just realise paradise , parklane and peace centre are just beside each other -.- . wth . later work last day ! tmr off lo ! monday off too . then continue work again . sian .

I WANT TO FIX MY FREAKING SIM CARD ! parents back for 2 days liao . but i have not seen them yet . cause i wake up they gone . i reach home they sleeping . been 17days since i saw them . quite miss them . miss my mom nagging at me lol .

Y its been awhile since we met too . wonder how have you been . wonder if you have met any difficulties at work or what . i miss you more (: .

CHAO OUTSIDE MUDDA FAKER !

2009-12-08T00:06:00.002+08:00

argh ~ today work dam suay . 1 FBI come guailan me . nbcb . dam dulan .

thanks ar for making my lanjiao day . not happy dont buy la . i bet you cant afford it also nbcb . lanjiao bin . thanks for making me hate your race more . thats right im a racist . but i only racist those who smells like crap .

i saw MEDIACORP director or boss today . cool . lame .

IMH so much . argh !!

2009-12-06T22:10:00.002+08:00

@*#$#@&$#@$
my freaking sim card died on me -.- . ARGH ~ dam F up .
Sim card spoil = CONTACTS all gone . kao la . so many contacts . OMT ~ the only number i rmb is Y number . (:

sian la ~ those who see this , tell me your number on msn , send me an offline message . try to sms me on 08 dec . my off day .

work is fine , only thing bad about it is i have to stand 10hours ~ kao . leg want chui already .

MY SIM CARD ): . @#$@#$@#$

2009-12-03T15:11:00.002+08:00

whats up ~ whats down ~ whats everything round . marilyn . lol ok random .

been busy this few days . not with work , but lazy update . mapling . going out .
parents went overseas . put $100 for us to survive for like 15 days . 1 day 6.6666666666667 -.- . how to survive seh . went SG flyer , lazy upload photos , alll at facebook .

went to interview just now at GRAMAPHONE . mostly is get the job le . the pay , not really what i expected . but ok lo . who cares man . i just need a job to shut my parents up . LOL . joking la . hope get posted to town instead of jurong . if not dam sian . all friends working at town then i emo in jurong . lol . lalalala ~ monday start work the best :D:D .

bad news is , i need to work on weekends . sian . 5days a week . and weekends are included . LL .

11 (:

2009-11-25T07:05:00.002+08:00

did not post for long ~ cause been kinda lazy and busy .
im out already , i will no longer touch it or go back again .

Prom Night 20th nov . been quite a fun day for me . met so many of classmates . every1 look abit different with hair colour and stuffs . lazy to elaborate . after prom , wanted to go clubbing with the otherppl 1 . but don they all want go home , left me and ZQ . then sian jitao just go home.

today: parents left home very early for india . they going for 2 weeks . meaning house left me and my brother . i already starting to miss them . 2 weeks leh , i mena 15 days . so long can . i not yet found a job yet . dam sian . but good thing is , i can JF they all come my house TON and play overnight mahjong . lol . ~
later going out with nic and zq i think . pei him go interview sun bian job hunt . after that maybe meeting braden for SG flyer? not sure also , scared time clash . SIAN LA ~

i miss her so much ):

2009-11-20T08:32:00.002+08:00

3days 2 night chalet ~ and im back home . din update ytd cause was too tired .

1st day : met JH and JF and we cabbed there . $13+ . asked spenc and co. come out help take stuff back into chalet . as usual , i find chalet boring and a hassle . LOL . small and cramp .
lazy to elaborate also . at night went to EHUB . wanted to watch 2012 , but i duno why nv watch , then decide next day watch .
after that went arcade play . played basketball , then i went to candy machine . spent over $20+ to get that MELODY ! LOL . JACKPOT ~ 1st time jackpot . after that the rest played pool . i nv play . dont want spent too much .
after that slack outside of chalet with spencer jf and i forgot who . chat until next morning .
lazy to elaborate . noon went to buy tickets . watched at 335pm . then finish around 6+ . went back chalet and start fire .
my FIRE starting skill zai XD ! hahas .awhile jiu settle liao . after that have to clean up ZHENG QUAN's pigu . he set de PIT suck ! LOL . have to help make until can . after that 2pits only . actually want 3 pits want . but i tired liao . then BBQ stuffs ~ Jason (diver) came .
late night , Jason Liam , Jeremy , Jervis , WeiJinn , Eugene and Sherman came .

after that next morning . JF 1st to wake up , then me . brush teeth and stuffs . then spenc woke up . we went riding . then ride to red house . took a picture of it . lazy to upload it . shall upload when i feel like it . then ride back . went to kopitiam eat . after that 10+ pack up and leave .

smoke around 15sticks throughout the chalet LOL !

2009-11-11T06:12:00.000+08:00

finally found time to update . this few days keep maple .even the addictive FACEBOOK i stop . like miracle . last time without facebook will die lidat . anyways maple have been fun as many of us are playing . mostly the people going to the chalet . we open-ed a guild called NC16 . lol . and im the GM :D .
k lets talk about day out with JF and ZH . met 2pm at yishun . no1 was really late at all . all very punctual . ZH tell me before meeting up that its a DAVIS's decision day . cause everytime we go out we cannot decide on what to eat and where to go and etcs.. so he say today i shall decide EVERYTHING ! went bugis junction 1st , then into mac . the MAC hot like #@&$%#@ , and we saw schoolmates which dont really know just rmb face . anws im racist so heck . lol . after that went out of MAC , and its much cooling than in MAC . walked to ILUMA . shocked that ZH nv go before. i think its like the 4th or 5th time i going there . 1st time go there only a few shops open cause still renovating .
after walking around ILUMA looking for food , we decided to have The Manhattan Fish Market . never eat before , lol . and now let the pictures do the talking .
Credits: ZH , he took all the photo .

ILUMA longest escalator , i keep say lift that day . duno why . LOL
MENU , i just realised that The Manhattan Fish Market is a SMEs which means local Small and Medium Enterprise , aiseh SS sia ! LOL ..

The table is somehow make of map , when we reach there the table is not very clean , got rice on it LOL

SOUP ~ not those CANNED 1 , taste light but strong . ok im contradicting myself , anws is nice la .

the coke i ordered FOR JF and ME . he's just a SUI BIAN guy . ask him want eat what SUI BIAN la , gen ni yi yang lo . LOL , so basically whatever i eat he eat . we both eat almost anything . LOL . MEAN MACHINES !

ZH's salmon and JIB ! like what the hell , the waiter was like you want JIB or rice ? i was thinking what the fuck is JIB . then ZH tell me is chips which means fries . i was like KNN fries say fries la say what JIB confuse people nia . then i say JIB JIB JIB limpei JIB your head ar . LOL , my reaction dam JI DONG .
my FISH AND JIB ! ok its chips lol

me eating . zh like to take picture of people eating -.-

JF's legend logo . LOL

after eating went to get tickets for MJ , to me i find it kinda boring . cause many songs i nv listen before . only listen before THRILLER , BEAT IT , BILLI JEANs and some other famous 1 . when its the part when he rehersaling for THRILLER , their costumes all look very nice . then i say our HAUNTED house got owned . cause we use have funds restrictions so we could not make until that scary . then i say the LAMP that the ghost is holding jitao COVER all our expenses for haunted house . kinda kua zhang lol .

me and JF playing the basketball machine , jitao no form . duno why hand keep shoot WAI . notice the difference in height LOL

on the way to CHANGI for dinner . went to KOPITIAM to eat . ordered NASI briyani for me and JF . ZH ordered ban mian ,after that went NTUC or smth go get a drink . bought LIFE . lol s. zh always say i should get a life . so i got a LIFE . after that went mac slack . cause i was craving for ice cream . sit there slack and talk .

END OF STORY

2009-10-29T11:01:00.001+08:00

removed those who have change link or deleted blog . if you want me relink tell me again . thanks ~

2009-10-29T10:44:00.002+08:00

suddenly have the feel to blog . English , Maths O lvl over liao . English paper 1 , create my own format . lol . paper 2 , quite ok . Maths , paper 1 alot people say its easy , i find it ok . paper 2 . lost like 48marks . fuck . jitao half paper gone .
To me O lvl left Combine humans , D&T and Chinese RETAKE only . hope chinese retake can get A2 . improve 1 grade i super happy liao . lets see , 18-3 = 15 . 15 to be divided equally among 4other subjects . means around 3 each . GG liao .

a year pass so fast . seems like ytd i get my N lvl results . if my O lvl results same as my N lvl results i happy liao .
so many stuffs to do after O lvl . basketball , chalet , outings , work . and alot more . november end parents going overseas . meaning i have the whole house to myself and brother . any1 want come my house crash ? lol .

2009-10-19T09:02:00.001+08:00

blog will be down until O lvl over ~ bye !

2009-10-17T14:57:00.002+08:00

wow , been quite long since i update this dead blog .
nothing much have been happening . went back school for SS remedials . not all but 3 of them .

oct 15th : meet up with JH , was late . cause dad forgot to bring his medicine to work and ask me to bring it there -.- . waste of time. took me half hour and i was late to meet jh.
after that waited for dorita . then bus to changi .
i got study hor . quite efficient at 1st . but something crap happen -.- . some stuff drop on my head . i thought that its a tree branch or something , cause we study at outside of the mac . then i grab it from my head and threw it on the table . its a fucking lizard -.- . dark brown in colour , different from the ones at home . then the lizard ran to dorita's thighs . LOL . she jitao scream like PAVAROTI ( dunno got spell correct anot) then in the chair she retreat like 1metre . dam funny .
her reaction really classic MAN ! replay 10 times also funny . after that not much mood to study cause me and jh keep laughing . after that nicholas came . awhile later nic and jh went back sch for bio. left me and moley . 4+ jf came . then nicholas awhile later came also . after that jitao dont know why no mood study liao . then dorita went off . awhile later we caught up with her .cause no1 got mood to study . then dorita alight at aljunied . me jf and nic went to bugis .
walked to iluma buy tickets for PANDORUM . walked around . bought popcorns and drinks .

not bad the show . but i totally forget what is it about . my memory seems to be getting worst and worst -.- . getting senile already . after that we bounce to MB then home .

2009-10-02T20:58:00.003+08:00

woke up at 4+ today . plurked , facebooked , packed bag . off to sch .

graduation service = boring . but for the sake of class and mdm loo i went . not much people came . cb , my sms nv work -.- knn .
disturbed seahhan during grad service , keep use paper hit her head . lols . funny .
when huichen went up to collect her award , i shouted HUI CHEN WO AI NI ~ lols . its just pure entertainment . i dont like her . i mean i dont love her . lols ~ she's just a friend . so all dont mistake !! diaos ~
after grad service got buffet . din eat . no mood eat . i just stood there alone , and emo . after awhile i left alone , bus-ed alone to parents there . worked all the way till night . help out buffet and stuffs . move this and that .
went to eat dinner , then optical shop , finally getting a new specs . my old 1 suck -.- .
tmr morning need go help out again . after that maybe going see popo .

2009-10-01T20:06:00.002+08:00

bo go school today . din feel like .

heard very less people go also . dam sian .

how come there is so many VAIN people in this community ~ cannot stand it .

buay chio still want act chio . chio de make up until like crap .

natural beauty is the best . who wants to hide behind make up for the rest of their life ?

I MISS Y !

2009-09-30T21:35:00.002+08:00

guan .' guan: lol. 24 Lo guan was founded by my grandfather in Paya Lebar which later moved northward to Haig Rd. I only know this when my grandfather passed away 4 yrs ago. By the way, it's childish for gang now. '

your grandfather founded lo kuan ? zhun bo ? what your grandfather name ?

this kind of thing cannot anyhow say 1 le .

2009-09-30T18:56:00.002+08:00

Aw ah Aw - dont come my blog sia suay leh .
wu ji put your name down .
spell my litao also spell wrong.
is sio lo kuan . not SLQ .

you buay ke yan come down deskar only .
WAN AR WAN SIO LO KUAN !

2009-09-29T15:17:00.002+08:00

dulan with 1 teacher today -.- . go toilet cant , lie down cant . fuck it . you own the school ar ? i respect you then i listen to you .
knn. , if not i ga lan just go toilet liaos . pcb . fucking day i had .
zihao and don nv come school today . like wtf , school without them seriously suck .

2009-09-29T15:14:00.002+08:00

back home from the fucking school .

i failed all my subjects . even the one i study . fuck . i really am giving myself up liao . seriously they should not have given us 2 prelims . its like double impact on me .

hate a few people in school . walk until dam xialan , like the school their parents 1 . wait till i graduate . and when i see you outside , you better watch out .

SCHOOL SUCKS ~

ITE is near
Poly is FARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

2009-09-28T17:33:00.003+08:00

fuck it man . want make a private blog also dulan . template change to layout -.- . duno what lanjiao . pcb . lazy make liao ~

2009-09-28T17:23:00.002+08:00

nothing much pratically happen . thought i will pass my dnt . lols . in the end fail .

something crappy happen to me today . who cares anyway .
went hub with pearl , xian derek and kiat . bought something then went off . waited for parents to fetch me home . they went malaysia , and here i am .

2009-09-27T10:47:00.002+08:00

got back english SS and maths results . suck like cock . lols . fail all 3 -.- . english less than 5marks pass liaos . SS 1 mark to pass . maths ALOT more marks to pass .

26th sept : around 6+ msn with zihao , asked him want go out eat tgt . after that meet up with zihao junfei don and nicholas at woodlands . at 1st bluff them say go dhoby ghaut eat LOL . after that we went to clarke quay . actually wanted VIVO but change in plan . then went CENTRAL eat . ordered black pepper beef . my favourite ! but the serving .... SUCK ~ gravy so less , meat so tender until taste like TIAN JI meat ... sian 1/2 .
after that still hungry , kup money with nic order grill steak . not really nice . average only . after that went around clarke quay walk . sg river . then alot clubs ~ walk and walk .
saw this small trolley store that sells shirts that glow in dark . not really glow , but like got lights lo . COOL MAN ! after that went to see some bunjee thingy . then walk around , till raffles there . LOL ~
after that bounce to marina , saw a few ang moh . super high them -.- . talk dam loud , their coversation dam funny . keep laugh at them . full of fuck and fucking fucked all that . say what pussy on fire all that . funny like crap . they asked me where is orchard paradise , i duno where but should be at orchard right ? LOL ~ so i told them at orchard , after that train to sbw . then bus-ed home with don .

how random can we be , just for a dinner , we went from woodlands to clarke quay . LOL ~
go out again soon man !

2009-09-25T05:50:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday TO 2 of my best buds .

BRADEN & NICHOLAS !

2009-09-18T09:47:00.002+08:00

4days of no blogging and i decide to blog on the 5th day .

nothing much happen .
ytd went out study with YM dorita and WILSON . did abit of studying only .. lol . aft that went half court . played awhile , send ym home . then go back half court . played until sweat like @#&$% . then trained home with steven and a new fren jun long .

i saw Y ! :D . been few days nv see her liaos . miss her so much .

btw , i change my tag name to AhVis . no Davis- anymore ~ change to AhVis .

2009-09-13T12:24:00.000+08:00

jialat ~ i just realise everyone around me is studying ~ ok maybe not realise . everyone should be studying right now .

and yes im the only EXCEPTION that nv study at all . nothing motivates me to study . no1 motivates me to study . SIAN ! wonder how am i going to take my O lvls ,
this thinking have been going in my brain . if i go poly same year as my brother , it will be a HUGE amount of money my parents need to pay . so i wonder if i should go ITE ~ its not that costly . and wont be a burden . AHH who cares la ! wait till i get my fucking results !

any1 want motivate me study ? :D . no1 can except Y ! one word from her and i shall mug from day to night :D !

2009-09-12T20:00:00.002+08:00

wow , been almost a week since i updated . nothing to update much anyways . met some cool people on plurk . had loads of fun chatting with them . funny people .

She's hospitalised finally . been kinda stubborn , luckily she hospitalised now . went to see her ytd , she looks very weak . eyes watery . see already i heart pain . i held her hand tight , talked to her . although the duration is not long , but im satisfied .after awhile i went off . could not really bear to leave her there , but due to the restrictions of the hospital . other people also need go in see . after that i went back in again with sophie .

recover soon ok ? WO AI NI POPO !

2009-09-06T11:26:00.005+08:00

EMO TRIP 0509

RAFFLES ~

nice buildings ~

thinking of Y

Singapore River ~

FULLERTON hotel , my handphone camera is 5megapixel . but the effect of it ... lols dont look like 5megapixel .

wanted to take picture of esplanade . but i dont think can see from this picture .

ASIAN civilisation MUSEUM

reflection of myself in the chair . lols .

The EMO story begins :
1pm left home . bus-ed to sembawang mrt . trained to YCK , went back school . saw glenden . went to check the timing for pearlene and some other people . in fact whole class . LOL ! after that trained to bishan , took circle line to serangoon . then purple line to harbour front . somehow , i went out at outram park . i was thinking , eh i thought VIVO at here . how come looks so different . then i see harbour front . LOL ! near TCC >< .
after that trained to harbour front . 1 stop only . then went VIVO ~ walked around , went burger king for lunch . mushroom SWISS as usual . somehow , got not much appetite . ate some fries already full . ate slowly . manage to finish all . walked around . until 3pm+ .
trained to dhoby ghaut , then to marina bay , then back to raffles . got whole day to spent , so decided to KILL time taking train . im ALONE so no need wait for people or anything . alight at raffles , decided to go another way , went up . COOL place , alot of TALL buildings , walked around awhile . decide to take 1 picture . then walk to singapore river . sit there EMO very long . went to 7-11 bought green tea and CLORETS . went back to the staircase there sit . alot of people walk pass . mostly tourist . saw a wierd old man , wearing those UNIVERSITY graduation cloak . his wife take pictures for him . funny though .
a angmoh ask me where is merlion park , i dont know. wth i nv even hear this place before . siasuay that im a singaporean . after that sit there , thought of alot of stuffs . mostly is about Y
:D . after that saw a cat , not full grown . but like kitten to adult stage . dam cute . the cat saw a small bird on the tree , then wanted to catch it . but the tree to high . a lot of tourist took picture of it .
after that nuer want come find me with jf . bounced to marina again , saw ROYCE . i dont think he remembers me . but i rmb his name . then trained to amk . met up with jf and xl . went S11 eat . i nv eat . still kinda full . after that walk to hub . bought tickets for WHERE GOT GHOST . 7.10pm show . bought tickets le , immediately go in . show finish around 9pm i think . after that andy came , went arcade play . the candy machine moved inside . played daytona , i sucked at it -.- . used $2 caught a lot of sweets , but only took some . cause the others dont seems nice to eat . after that trained home . sleep .

0609 : woked up by a dream , i dreamt that i was in class . than i mocked some1 , that person cast spell . then a small rat came chasing after me . screamed like fuck , scolded alot of vulgar . hahas . then somehow the rat came into my shoe . then i take out my shoe , and inside got rat de CRAP -.- . went toilet , toilet alot ppl . after that went back class . i still remember the class is choipeiling class . then i see elain , doing some hand sign , seem to be casting spell on someone , then i look . she casting spell on another ELAIN ! wtf . sibei random , then the another elain hand become like jellyjelly , after that woke up . SUPER RANDOM dream can !

2009-09-04T18:54:00.001+08:00

2009-09-04T18:08:00.002+08:00

this is my 301st post ~ woo ~

XueLi : who say not bad ! i got a crazy nuer ! that chase me around like crazy pig :x . my knee almost got injured sia !! and my thumb got scratch marks because of you ! hahas , but anyways as long as you vent your anger ! mama let you beat :D

BaoLin : i will rmb de la ! anyways i get back le (: ! thanks for concern ! hahas .

Joshua : jia CHOR ! lols , thanks jossie ><

2009-09-04T08:13:00.002+08:00

lalalala ~
sians , everyone is in trouble . chng external , chua suspension , ng later need go police station .
wonder why they keep get into trouble -.- . be like me la ! no trouble at all . hope they all will be fine .

3rd sept : took chinese paper , i guess i suck at paper 1 . but paper 2 still ok . wonder at this rate how am i going to aim for my A2 . after paper 2 me ly and pearlene went off to market . wanted to go garden mac, but not enough time . so we settled down at market , couldnt find any place . then we saw seah han and SHORTIE . sat with them . ordered chicken chop . pearlene ordered steak , liying order chicken cutlet . seahhan ate vegetarian meesiam , yeyen ate fried rice . after that chat awhile . wait for elain come then go back school . and we SMELL like market -.- . my and liying is like walao , dam smelly la . our body REEKS the smell of market -.- . the oil the smoke all that . FUCK IT ! whole exam dam sian.
maths paper 2 , flunking it for sure . i think i this is the 1st time i sit up sleeping . lols , was like wtf . and i hate loads of dream too -.- . alot no link 1 , so din manage to remember any . after that i woke up , thinking that the paper is going to end , cause my head feel very heavy . then i look at the time, wtf . i only asleep less than half hour , got 1hour+ more to go. knn . was like WTF . after that do some , then go back sleep again. after paper i asked don whether i was sitting and sleeping , he say ya . i bet my face looks like cock when i sleep lidat . lols , dam sia suay . after sch pei don to auntie there cut hair and dye hair . after waiting so long finally done , after that train home .

hais ~ i miss her so much ! almost everyone around me got stead ): , some are even getting one soon . why am i the only one that stays single all the time ! i also want a gf uh , but nobody wants me ): ~
i have nothing much to say to you anymore , it's very difficult to understand you even though i tried all the ways to understand you . why you everytime keep things to yourself ? i just wanna understand you more so i can know you better . you know almost everything about me , but how much do i know you ? i dont think its alot . i thought i understand you , but everytime it does not seems that way .
your smile seems so sweet , your smile is so attractive , your smile melts my heart , one smile from you and no matter how sad or down i am , i still can manage to squeeze out some happiness .

I LOVE YOU Y

2009-09-02T18:56:00.002+08:00

1st sept : slacked home whole day , wake up sleep wake up sleep . no mood to do anything .

2nd sept : happy birthday to sharlyn ! finally 17 already . sorry have not gotten your present yet >< . been quite tight with my $ . promise will buy for you present once i work and get my PAY ~
and to everyone , presents will be BELATED by me .
maths paper 1 and Social Studies today . kinda fucked up both . seriously no mood to study .
after school KFC with jf don andy nic xian and derek . after that walked around . bus-ed home . saw a girl , got quite abit of QI ZHI in her . her looks is ok only , but she somehow give out a very QI ZHI feeling . lols . keep look at her >< . and somehow she realise i look at her too . wth ~ reached home , slack awhile . sleep awhile . now blogging .

IMY so much ! i hate myself for loving you , i hate myself for caring so much for you , i hate myself for sinking in too deep even though i know that it is impossible for us to be together . i fucking hate myself ):

2009-08-31T15:31:00.002+08:00

sup people ~
hais , i din manage to get my money back again . kok say he got some private matters so wont be able to so fast pay . sians .. from 2 days return , now drag until 10days + liaos . duno when can get back my money . EMO-ed over this matter .

however ! today is a great day , and a special day . HAPPY TEACHER's day (: , happy teacher's day to mdm loo !! school was boring , nothing much to comment . school's programme sucks totally . except for the DJ part , still okok only . starting suck abit . but after that okok lo . nth much to comment about it also . after school is the main point of the day .
asked dorita pearlene and xian pei me go behind 631 there buy stuffs . bought 10+ bottles of COLAs ~ i carried them all ok ! MAN HOR ! lols . i dont want let pearl xian and moley carry . reason is , they are girl . not that im discriminating , but i carry better ! better if one suffer than 3 right ? hahas , after that went to TEO CHUAN KEE or smth to buy plates cups chips . after that went back school , slack awihle in canteen . bought ice from stall 7 , auntie helped us also . lend us trays and pails to put our drinks . after that we went back class .
i came up with a idea of forming the word LOO in using tables as our form teacher is MDM LOO CHING LING ! after that we made a passage way using chairs from door to the end of the class . just nice 20+ chairs ,
after that everyone reach liao including foods , then me and ek go ESCORT mdm loo down .ek went to ask them prep , while i walked mdm loo down , she's like are you all going to spill or spray something on me ? then use our class TEE to cover , lols dam funny la her reaction . after that ek went in class 1st , mdm loo dont dare go in . i at outside with her keep assure her no1 is going to spill water or what at her . after that she tell me , davis you shield me infront . lols . then i open door and run . everyone is standing on the chairs , Shouting HUAT AR HUAT AR , she's like surrounded by HUAT's . dam funny . after that she took photos of us , then start eating . after that mdm lee and a operation manager came in , say she closing class . then we moved out of the class to eat . everyone enjoying themselves , drink eat , issac tried to murder us with the EXTRA super SPICY chicken wings . i eat 1 already going die liaos . after that i splash some water on mdm loo ! on purpose :D ! then she's like shocked and she wanted spill me back , she ask everyone to catch me . and i run around , lols . fell on EK :x . hahas . swing derek around . then i let her pour on , stand a distance away , she threw the water but missed all , only 3 drops kanna . after that every1 pack up and went off !

thanks to everyone who contributed ! those who pay also :D ! THANKS to someone who din pay , did not come and spoil the mood of the party ! glad you know your stand !
Special thanks to DORITA , Yi Loong , Pearlene , Shixian , Issac , Mitchell and jonathan , for making the party a success ! :D ! and to those whom i did not mention thanks too !

best teacher's day ever (:

2009-08-29T07:45:00.003+08:00

seriously i dont know what to do now . this few days have been fucking sucky for me . all the things are not going the way i want .
you called me , and said you needed money . i one word also nv say , i say ok i lend you , you say you will return me 2 days later , i waited , money nv come . you say mayb you xfer wrong , i belived you . and you say you will pay me 26th , i say ok . i trusted you again . on 26th i dont get the money . you say 27th you will transfer to me . i waited and waited till 10+pm . you said you transfer already . i checked the bank account . dont have . maybe they take time to transfer . so i checked on 28th morning , dont have . maybe still need more time to transfer . night , i check again . no sign of it .
i trusted you and lend you the money . we may not have been meeting up alot of in fact talk alot ever since you left school . but i trusted you , i treated you as my friend . and i lent you the money . its not a small amount , i dont think anyone will lend money to someone whom they dont meet up alot or talk alot . i see that we used to be good friends , in fact team mate then i lend you .
why you keep on lying to me ? i really hope that you will return me the money . the money meant alot to me . im not even suppose to touch my bank's money in the 1st place . but you said you need it , so i lent you . and this kind of thing happen ? seriously if you see this please return me . i dont know what will happen to me if i dont get that money . i will go crazy . if it really takes $150 to realise whether you are my friend anot , its a lesson im willingly to pay . i'll just have to slowly save back and put in my bank ,

another thing is no link with the 1st issue . is about someone i trusted alot , i trusted you like no one's buisness , i dare say this is the 1st time i trusted someone so much and for so long , i already made it clear that you are the most important person my life , not as in realtionship type . but i treated you as my sister .i told you before i would even die protecting you , cause you are really important to me . i tell you all my secrets , maybe even my friends one . everytime i see you not in the mood , i will also feel lousy . everytime i see you laughing happily , deeep down in my heart i also feel happy . who wouldnt want their close friend to feel happy ?
i trusted you , but why did this kind of thing happen ? i admit im not in very good mood that day , and i threw some tantrums . im sorry , but why did you choose to lie to me ? maybe you nv lie to me . but , you rather trust him than me. i felt very bad , a guy whom you know for around 2 years , who have been there for you , who protects you even though you might not know , who would do anything for you , and you rather trust a guy whom you just know when ? this year ? . i asked you if you wanted to leave early , not because i want to send you home , i know already that you dont like me to send you to the mrt . thats why i asked for you to leave early , so that you can avoid him . all the things i do is for you , i consider about your feelings 1st before i do , then you give me that answer . it seriously saddens my heart alot . i punched the stupid bark until my hand bleed , and on that exact day i could not get back my money , and that money is very important to me . but compare to you , you are more important than the money , i feel like fuck now seriously .
seriously im crying like no ones business , i nv told anyone about it . i dont think anyone will belive also . but seriously , i cried over that matter . thats how important you meant to me , i really hope you will not lie to me again . and i promise i wont ever throw tantrums at you again . forgive me ok ? ):

2009-08-24T21:34:00.001+08:00

i blog hopped and saw this , find it quite true about me (: . if you want to know me better this is a good way !

PISCES MAN

He is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. He can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. He does not understand things or try to understand things easily. If you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in.

He is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. His normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. He has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.

He can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. They are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. He is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. Wealth does not draw his attention, because he is not a greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. He could be very careless about his future. He does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. Sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future.
He is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. He hates rules and regulations. He will never look down on people. He is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. He loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead.
His other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon. He can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. Even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. He likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely.

He will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. He has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. He can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lost his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.

He can be happy and content by himself. What he think is important is not "Love" ,but firm status and stability. He has plenty of love for you.

He is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. When he is with you, he wants to be happy. He understand his partner's emotional. He likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. If he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him.

He is a sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt. He wants to feel worthy. He can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. He is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. He has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends. He likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. He likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look ,so do not get mad at him knowing this fact.

When he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. He does not like to take advice,so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good sample for him first. He likes a cheery and a smart woman. If you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. He will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. You have to know yourself worth all the time too.